Captivated…

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΅〜  ೋღ  ♥  ღೋ      〜΅

You look into me…
Me into you…
We meet there in the middle…
Captivated…

 ΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ      〜΅    

Need drives its own insistent desire to inception…
Embraced in this perfect moment…
Held by the enigmatic nature of will…
Unable to look away…
Locked in place….
Locked in time…

΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ      〜΅    

Don’t look away…
Keep me here as I memorize your soul with mine…
Let us stay suspended in wonder…
Before Reality’s ocean rips us apart…

΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ      〜΅    

We are helpless in its wake…
Fate’s cruelty using us as pawns for pleasure…
Neither here nor there…

΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ      〜΅    

Our moment permanently fixed in the stars for all time…
Love…without completion…without end…

΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ      〜΅    

Forever captivated…
~

΅〜 ೋღ  ღೋ     〜΅

    ΅〜 ೋღ  Christina ~  ೋღ 〜

~

΅〜 ೋღ  ღೋ     〜΅

╰⊰ This poem is the last in a series of four originally posted back in January 2013. For more information please see this post which explains my bringing #ThrowbackThursday here to my blog. This series marked a pivotal transition in my writing which shortly thereafter became known as my “Dreamscape”.

It is has been so much fun to look back in time this past week with you. Many of you have been with me from the beginning of this journey, some have joined my journey along the way…

I wish to extend, again, my gratitude and voluminous appreciation for each and every one of you. Your encouragement and support has truly impacted my life in so many ways I cannot even express.

Thank you…ever so much! ⊱╮

~

Gorgeous photo by ily623 Deviantart

Phantoms of Nostalgia…

΅〜 ೋღ ღೋ     〜΅

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Seasonal daydreams…
Inducement of contemplation…
Crystal clarity colors perfection…
Kaleidoscope…

 ΅〜〜΅ 
September dissipates summertime sadness…
Lost in Autumn’s haze…
Interminable wait…
October’s promise…
Precursor to winter’s wrap…
Undertones of unknown fill the space between…

΅〜〜΅
Hope meets Dream…
Their collision sparks ignition…
November’s epiphany waits impatiently…
Mists of enchantment permeate dreams… filling them with potentialities…

΅〜〜΅
Theoretical assumptions…
Phantoms of Nostalgia…
The quintessential question remains anonymous…
Silently demanding detours…

΅〜〜΅
December hints evocatively at New Year’s renewal…
Presumptive lugubrious thoughts…
Induce Thought’s labyrinth…
Ignoring ignorance…

΅〜〜΅
Dreams sustain impetuous assumption…
Answers lie cloaked in enigmatic disguise…
Leaving never-ending questions where the Shadows of Temerity roam…

΅〜 ೋღ ღೋ     〜΅
This is the season yearning…
For illumination…

΅〜 ೋღ ღೋ     〜΅

Christina signature old script

Gorgeous photo by LadyUndone Deviantart ~

Take Me As I Am…

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Take me as I am…

Talk with me…

Know me…

Understand me…

Love me…

΅∼ ೋღ ღೋ     ∼΅    

Look deep into my eyes…

Caress my cheek…

Tell me I’m the only one who can make your heart sing…

The only one who can fill your soul…

Tell me there is no other who tempts you…

Tell me I’m special…unique…desirable…irreplaceable…

΅∼ ೋღ ღೋ     ∼΅ 

Touch me softly…

With the warmth of your love whisper your adoration…

With a kiss…show me your love…

your devotion…your desire…

΅∼ ೋღ ღೋ     ∼΅ 

Take me as I am…

All my faults…insecurities…fears…

Give me all of you…

In return…

΅∼ ೋღ ღೋ     ∼΅ 

You shall have all of me…

~

΅~ ೋ ೋ ~΅

΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~ ღೋ     〜΅

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Gorgeous Photo By  ~ Scott Callow Deviantart

I’ll Be Gone…

΅〜  ೋღ ღೋ      〜΅

Moment                 

΅〜  ೋღ ღೋ      〜΅

I’m afraid to love…

To want…to wish…

Dreams…

Hopes…

All of it…

   ΅〜 〜΅     

I feel you calling me to you…

I feel your desire…

I feel your love…

΅〜 〜΅

You’re my strength…  

My knight…

My dream…

΅〜 〜΅

Take my hand…

Pull me close…

Hold me tight…

Don’t let go…

΅〜 〜΅

I’ll love you so well nothing will compare…

I’ll be everything you wish…everything you desire…

I’ll spoil you so well…none but me will

fulfill you so absolutely…

so completely…

΅〜 〜΅

You’ll wonder what I want…

What I need…

How you can fulfill me…

You’ll ask me…

΅〜 〜΅  

I’ll change the subject…

I’ll take a step back…

You’ll ask me to open up…

To talk to you…

I’ll be further away…

΅〜 〜΅

Take my hand…

Pull me close…

Hold me tight…

Don’t let go…

΅〜 〜΅

Kiss me our last…

For when you wake…

I’ll be gone…

΅〜 ೋღ ღೋ      〜΅   

Too afraid to risk it all…again

~

΅~ ೋ ೋ ~΅

΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~ ღೋ     〜΅

~

The above piece was purely a fictional foray…

or as I like to call it…”Fun With Fiction

΅~ ೋ  ೋ ~΅

Captivated…

΅〜 ೋღ  ♥  ღೋ      〜΅

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΅〜  ೋღ  ♥  ღೋ      〜΅

You look into me…
Me into you…
We meet there in the middle…
Captivated…

  ΅〜 〜΅ 

Need drives its own insistent desire to inception…
Embraced in this perfect moment…
Held by the enigmatic nature of will…
Unable to look away…
Locked in place….
Locked in time…

΅〜 〜΅ 

Don’t look away…
Keep me here as I memorize your soul with mine…
Let us stay suspended in wonder…
Before Reality’s ocean rips us apart…

΅〜 〜΅

We are helpless in its wake…
Fate’s cruelty using us as pawns for pleasure…
Neither here nor there…

΅〜 〜΅

Our moment permanently fixed in the stars for all time…
Love…without completion…without end…

΅〜 〜΅

Forever captivated…
~

 ΅ ೋ ೋ ΅

 ΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~  ღೋ      〜΅

~

Photo Courtesy of shurjo ~ deviantart

Hope’s Dream…

΅〜 ೋღ ღೋ      〜΅

Hope's Dream

΅〜 ೋღ ღೋ      〜΅

I dream in soft golden hues of hope..
I dream the intangible becomes visceral…
I dream in shades of eternal spring…

΅ 〜 〜 ΅ 

Where everything is reborn…new and possible…
Where my heart doesn’t ache in the throes of love’s vicissitudes…
Where life is likened to a blossoming rose…
slowly opening to welcome sunshine…
Where the gentle rains wash away my tears…

΅ 〜 〜 ΅ 

I dream of kindness not bitterness…
Of hope…not despair…
Of honesty…not duplicity…
Of transparency…not hidden agendas…

΅ ೋღ  ღೋ      ΅

I dream for inspiration…
I dream for hope renewed…
I dream because I must…

~

΅ ೋღ ღೋ      ΅

 ΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~  ღೋ      〜΅

Fade To Black…

΅∼  ೋღ ღೋ      ∼΅

fade to black rain

΅∼  ೋღ ღೋ      ∼΅

Tell me…

Tell me I’ll break free from the machinations of melancholy…

Tell me the sun will shine in my heart…my soul once again…

That it will illuminate me from within radiating ever outward…

΅〜 〜΅

Tell me my beloved words will return…

The wait is interminable…

Tumultuous thoughts scream in the quiescence their departure evoked…

Emotions evanesce unable to speak…to be heard…

Locked up…

Trapped inside…

΅〜 〜΅

Memory’s echo or faint images of dream…

I can no longer differentiate…

΅〜 〜΅

They long to leave me whilst simultaneously etching themselves

in my soul awaiting their departure…

΅〜 〜΅

Yet my voice is trapped within…

Without words it is powerless…

΅〜 〜΅

Deafening silence overwhelms…

In solitary desperation my soul softly whispers…

΅〜 〜΅

Be still…

Breathe…

΅ ೋღ ღೋ      ΅    

For it is not disconcertion of spirit that will elicit their return…

Rather…it is in the still of night…

When you allow all of your worries…

To fade to black…

~

΅ ೋღ  ღೋ      ΅

 ΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~  ღೋ      〜΅