΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
She watches the cerulean twilight shimmer iridescence…
Thoughts swirl like butterflies in a dance of dreams…
Glitter inspiration…
Igniting illumination…
Kaleidoscope…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Lost in amongst these very thoughts….
She writes her soul…
Bared for all…
Illuminated…
Transparent…
Vulnerable visions lie cloaked in ephemeral euphoria…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Yes…
Here are her words…her voice…
Her essence…
Growing in Night’s elucidation…
~
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜
~
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
Presumptive perception…
Hypocritical hypotheses…
She never knew…
Never cared to find truth…
Too mired in bitter disappointment…
Averting ignorance…
Blatant flirtation with denial…
Feeding self-gratification’s insistent need…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
She only cared for indulgence…
Her voracious need to be desired…
No thought to its destructive aftermath…
She doesn’t mind the cost for she thinks it’s someone else’s debt…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Duteous devotion…
Enchantment’s spell broken…
Crystalline vision…
Truth’s dichotomy revealed in Ego’s insatiable delight…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
She seeks selfish seduction…
Unknowingly denying herself what she needs most…
True love’s healing embrace…
~
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜
~
(In A Dream…)
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
She closes her eyes to watch the parade of allemande memories dance through her mind…as if choreographed… Only these memories are of him and her… Desire mixed with love… Creating a symphony out of each detail of their time together…΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
His eyes imprinted in her mind… So full of adoration and his love for her… His gaze a silent sonnet… Expressing devotion through laconic libretto of prose…΅〜❀ 〜΅
His caress forever fixed as an indelible mark upon her senses… Heightening them with only a thought… Lingering coalescence of touch resonates…΅〜❀ 〜΅
His voice the song in her heart… Magical melody… Soothing while caressing her with each word… Such divine elegance…΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
This dance of love keeping synchronous rhythm… Every step…every breath…every heartbeat shared…. Building the chorus of their song… Keeping time…once elusive…now at their leisure…΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Each memory adding to the one before… As it is being composed with each new moment… Amplifying its crescendo…΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
I see how different words are bestowed with a sublime radiance of varying hues of color… Emotional gradation…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
I observe my palette of words very carefully… One mustn’t rush…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
Slowly I begin to paint…first one then another… I step back and look at the revealing of this new painting… This creation of words blending into something wondrous… Something hitherto unknown… Time passes…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
I look again… I close my eyes…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
I feel the tumultuous gathering… The machinations of my senses coalescing into words…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
Their birth a beautiful rendition of everything combining at once… As if time has no meaning here… Past, present, future collide into my Phantasmagoric Dreamscape… Joining…rejoining…connecting… Locking together as though they already know how they are to combine… As if they each have their own purpose, thought, desire… To be seen, read, understood…΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Epiphany… Am I their painter… Or are they mine?~
΅~ ೋ ♥ ೋ ~΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Tumultuous emotions…
Dilution of enchantment…
Enticing facade permeates…
Truth’s Obscurity…
All ways on the edge of reality’s intention…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Discombobulated senses…
Confusion…
Choice…
Hidden all ways is that fragility of spirit…
Longing for everything…
Longing for nothing…
Be strong…be wise…be the carefully crafted charade…
Safety in the shadows…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Delicious ambiguity…
On the edge…
Decision’s deviation…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Illumination’s Absence…
~
΅~ ೋ ♥ ೋ ~΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
Take me as I am…
Talk with me…
Know me…
Understand me…
Love me…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
Look deep into my eyes…
Caress my cheek…
Tell me I’m the only one who can make your heart sing…
The only one who can fill your soul…
Tell me there is no other who tempts you…
Tell me I’m special…unique…desirable…irreplaceable…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
Touch me softly…
With the warmth of your love whisper your adoration…
With a kiss…show me your love…
your devotion…your desire…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
Take me as I am…
All my faults…insecurities…fears…
Give me all of you…
In return…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
You shall have all of me…
~
΅~ ೋ ♥ ೋ ~΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
~*~
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I have been honored with The Sensual Blogging Award by Malinkasstudio ~ http://malinkasstudio.wordpress.com/2012/09/26/sensual-blogging-award/
The rules for accepting this award are:
1. Visit and thank the blogger who nominated you.
2. Acknowledge that blogger on your blog and link back.
3. Answer 7 sensual questions ( Most romantic memory, Most sensual music, Most sensual season, Favorite flower, Favorite fruit, Best gift received, Love is… )
4. Select 10 nominees and notify them on their blogs.
5. Copy and paste the award on your blog.
Most Romantic Memory: I had been in Portland, Oregon planning my wedding for a few weeks. My fiancé drove 4 hours (one way) after work, when he had to be back at work at 6 am the next day, all because he wanted a kiss. He got his kiss and then had to turn around and drive those long 4 hours back home to be able to get to work.
Most Sensual Season: I would say Spring. Everything returns to green, the days get warmer and flowers are in bloom all around.
Favorite Flower: Roses…red roses.
Favorite Fruit: Strawberries.
Best Gift Received: Surprise roses.
Love is…Unconditional…given freely with nothing expected back. Love is…putting someone else’s happiness above your own. Love is…THE most divine feeling in the world.
For some reason when asked to answer Most Sensuous Music…this video came to mind. Since I fairly recently came upon it, and it really touched me…not just the video but the lyrics and way it is sung as well…:
To me sensuality means the five senses….so with that in mind the following bloggers have touched one or many of my five senses (as I am sure they have with others as well) Therefore, my nominees for The Sensual Blogging Award are:
Pennycoho
http://www.thewhyaboutthis.com
Chris
http://itsallaboutthedreams.wordpress.com
Boomiebol
http://boomiebol.wordpress.com
Alastair
http://kattermonran.wordpress.com/
Neil
http://ngtolentino.wordpress.com
Subhan Zein
http://www.subhanzein.wordpress.com
Robyn Lee
∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 