
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Each night infused with insomnolence…
Fragmented Illusory images…
Each morning brings melancholic musings…
Daily demands dilute daydreams…
Rumination of life…
Daze of days…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Haunted memories…
Beckoning me to remembrance…
In between the now…the then…the what may come…
Back and forth…
Here and gone…
Secretly disillusioned…
Transient thoughts…
Resolute promises disappear through the ethereal wish of a dream…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Melancholy whispers…
Etching invisible scars…
Never ceasing…
Nevermore…
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΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Night descends… Thoughts roam…. Scattered…. Tossed about in Life’s dream of reality…. Or is reality the dream of Life? Every one rushes, busy, manic, no time to stop…. To breathe…rest….rejuvenate….΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Serenity waits enduringly to be found… Held….Cherished….΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Of Moonlight or Madness? Moonlight evocative of Serenity’s peace… Life’s hurried pace indicative of Madness…. Striving hard… Working diligently… To what gain?΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Shall we rest in the Moonlight… Or be enveloped by Madness?΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
I see how different words are bestowed with a sublime radiance of varying hues of color… Emotional gradation…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
I observe my palette of words very carefully… One mustn’t rush…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
Slowly I begin to paint…first one then another… I step back and look at the revealing of this new painting… This creation of words blending into something wondrous… Something hitherto unknown… Time passes…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
I look again… I close my eyes…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
I feel the tumultuous gathering… The machinations of my senses coalescing into words…΅〜 ❁ 〜΅
Their birth a beautiful rendition of everything combining at once… As if time has no meaning here… Past, present, future collide into my Phantasmagoric Dreamscape… Joining…rejoining…connecting… Locking together as though they already know how they are to combine… As if they each have their own purpose, thought, desire… To be seen, read, understood…΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Epiphany… Am I their painter… Or are they mine?~
΅~ ೋ ♥ ೋ ~΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
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Procession of emotions…
Steady succession of thoughts, so rapid they are unfathomable…
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My mind begs surrender to illusion of peace.
Longing for tranquillity of thought creating serenity in my soul.
Momentary glimpses of how the scattered pieces will join together.
One by one a blurry picture of future is forged.
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The quest for answers takes me down the path of distraction…
Unexpected knowledge…
New pieces always adding to the potpourri of thought…
Mirage of the new world.
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Conflicted confusion invades serenity…
Discovered distraction surrounds me…where does it dwell?
More illusion or just a dream within a dream?
Did I unknowingly discover these new pieces?
Adding to the journey of solution…
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I close my eyes and ponder…
Trying to find answers…
They are not forthcoming…
Purposely hidden from me…
Faux reality…
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Surreal scenarios leave me aching for illumination…
Conflicted distraction my new companion.
The very lens through which I see myself.
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Tonight…
I am undone…
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