΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
Facile vagaries
A whisper through time…
Echo remembrance…
Refulgent prisms beam fluid vibration…
Perception’s promise…
Elusive…
Vague…
Enigmatic…
Longing…
Needing…
Reverberating…
~
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜
Desire
Flirtation With Denial…
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
Presumptive perception…
Hypocritical hypotheses…
She never knew…
Never cared to find truth…
Too mired in bitter disappointment…
Averting ignorance…
Blatant flirtation with denial…
Feeding self-gratification’s insistent need…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
She only cared for indulgence…
Her voracious need to be desired…
No thought to its destructive aftermath…
She doesn’t mind the cost for she thinks it’s someone else’s debt…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Duteous devotion…
Enchantment’s spell broken…
Crystalline vision…
Truth’s dichotomy revealed in Ego’s insatiable delight…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
She seeks selfish seduction…
Unknowingly denying herself what she needs most…
True love’s healing embrace…
~
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜
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Gorgeous photo by Nataly1st ~ Deviantart
Decadence In The Dark…
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
I feel your gaze…a soft caress…
I see you between the pale light of the rising moon and deep shadows…
There and not there..
Waiting…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Come find me…
Dance this subtly surreal dance with me…
Decadence in the dark…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Let us stay in the hidden peripheral..
I, in the trance of twilight’s tempestuous temptation…
You, on the edge of everything and nothing…
There… not there…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Come find me…
Take my hand…
Rescue me…
~
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
〜 This poem (two of four that went together) was originally published back in January 2013. For more information please see this post …which explains why I’m sharing these again. This series of poems marked a pivotal transition in my writing which shortly thereafter became known as …my “Dreamscape” 〜
Edge of Peripheral…
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
I can almost see you…
I know I don’t know you…
Simultaneously, I know everything about you…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
You are in my dreams…
In my thoughts…
We meet there occasionally…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
There is the known and unknown…
That magical seductive dance that ignites my imagination…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Recognition….
There you are…
Waiting for me…
On the edge of peripheral…
~
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜
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΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
I thought it would be fun to bring the now infamous weekly event known as “#TBT or “Throwback Thursday” to my blog. I originally posted this poem in January 2013 not knowing then that writing fictional/fantasy poems would one day become my ‘Dreamscape’. I have had so much fun writing…creating this imaginary world’s height, width, breadth, and depth with each new piece added to its borders.
{I did make some aesthetic changes to this current post; however, I kept the same photo and made no changes to the words except for spaces between them.}
This was originally one of a series of four poems that went together, posted one after the other within a few days of each other. I am hopeful to recreate that feeling by publishing the follow-up posts a few days apart in the next few days ending with next Thursday…to complete the fun of Throwback Thursday’s.
I hope you’ve enjoyed this look back into Reconstructing Christina’s past post as much as I did…to see, in essence, where my Dreamscape began. It has been my immense honor and constant encouragement to have you all either with me since then or to have joined my journey along the way….either way….
Thank you…ever so much!
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
Dream’s Symphony…
(In A Dream…)
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
She closes her eyes to watch the parade of allemande memories dance through her mind…as if choreographed… Only these memories are of him and her… Desire mixed with love… Creating a symphony out of each detail of their time together…΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
His eyes imprinted in her mind… So full of adoration and his love for her… His gaze a silent sonnet… Expressing devotion through laconic libretto of prose…΅〜❀ 〜΅
His caress forever fixed as an indelible mark upon her senses… Heightening them with only a thought… Lingering coalescence of touch resonates…΅〜❀ 〜΅
His voice the song in her heart… Magical melody… Soothing while caressing her with each word… Such divine elegance…΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
This dance of love keeping synchronous rhythm… Every step…every breath…every heartbeat shared…. Building the chorus of their song… Keeping time…once elusive…now at their leisure…΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Each memory adding to the one before… As it is being composed with each new moment… Amplifying its crescendo…΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜΅
All You Wish For…
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
I can be all you wish for…all you need… I can recreate myself into your most sought after desires… I can fulfill you in ways others cannot… In ways others have never been able to before… I can make you feel so loved, so longed for…so desired…΅〜❁〜΅
I can become your dream… Your muse… I can inspire you in ways hitherto unknown… I can make you feel like a King… I can love you with all that I am…΅〜❁〜΅
How I can do this? Because I am a woman…΅〜❁〜΅
We all possess these attributes and so much more… If we will but allow love to permeate us… There is one caveat…to this we do for you…΅〜❁〜΅
We must be so loved in return…΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
Even more… We must be willing to risk it all… For love…΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋ Christina〜 ೋ 〜΅
~
Gorgeous Photo by LadyDarkRaven 〜
Intoxicating Indulgence…
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
(I dream of you….)
An unfathomable force drawing me insistently to you….
Concupiscence…
My dreams sustain me until you can…
Tumultuous torrent of wonderment coalescing begging indulgence…
Your addicting gaze….
Provocative exhilaration igniting me…
Decadent desires unknown ache to be known…
Each day pulling us closer…
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Such is your effect on me….
Your love fills me…
Peaceful waves of serenity caress me…
Perfection of paramount proportions…
Longing…alluring…enticing…
Unceasing extravagant enchantment…
You have imprinted on me….
(I am forever changed…)
I am yours…you are mine…
Only one thing remains….
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
Intoxicating Indulgence….
~
΅~ ೋ ♥ ೋ ~΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
Take Me As I Am…
Take me as I am…
Talk with me…
Know me…
Understand me…
Love me…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
Look deep into my eyes…
Caress my cheek…
Tell me I’m the only one who can make your heart sing…
The only one who can fill your soul…
Tell me there is no other who tempts you…
Tell me I’m special…unique…desirable…irreplaceable…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
Touch me softly…
With the warmth of your love whisper your adoration…
With a kiss…show me your love…
your devotion…your desire…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
Take me as I am…
All my faults…insecurities…fears…
Give me all of you…
In return…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
You shall have all of me…
~
΅~ ೋ ♥ ೋ ~΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
Gorgeous Photo By ~ Scott Callow Deviantart
I’ll Be Gone…
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
I’m afraid to love…
To want…to wish…
Dreams…
Hopes…
All of it…
΅〜 ❀ 〜΅
I feel you calling me to you…
I feel your desire…
I feel your love…
΅〜 ❀ 〜΅
You’re my strength…
My knight…
My dream…
΅〜 ❀ 〜΅
Take my hand…
Pull me close…
Hold me tight…
Don’t let go…
΅〜 ❀ 〜΅
I’ll love you so well nothing will compare…
I’ll be everything you wish…everything you desire…
I’ll spoil you so well…none but me will
fulfill you so absolutely…
so completely…
΅〜 ❀ 〜΅
You’ll wonder what I want…
What I need…
How you can fulfill me…
You’ll ask me…
΅〜 ❀ 〜΅
I’ll change the subject…
I’ll take a step back…
You’ll ask me to open up…
To talk to you…
I’ll be further away…
΅〜 ❀ 〜΅
Take my hand…
Pull me close…
Hold me tight…
Don’t let go…
΅〜 ❀ 〜΅
Kiss me our last…
For when you wake…
I’ll be gone…
΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Too afraid to risk it all…again
~
΅~ ೋ ♥ ೋ ~΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
~
The above piece was purely a fictional foray…
or as I like to call it…”Fun With Fiction“
΅~ ೋ ♥ ೋ ~΅
Hope’s Dream…
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
I dream in soft golden hues of hope.. I dream the intangible becomes visceral… I dream in shades of eternal spring…΅ 〜 ❀ 〜 ΅
Where everything is reborn…new and possible… Where my heart doesn’t ache in the throes of love’s vicissitudes… Where life is likened to a blossoming rose… slowly opening to welcome sunshine… Where the gentle rains wash away my tears…΅ 〜 ❀ 〜 ΅
I dream of kindness not bitterness… Of hope…not despair… Of honesty…not duplicity… Of transparency…not hidden agendas…΅ ೋღ ❀ ღೋ ΅
I dream for inspiration… I dream for hope renewed… I dream because I must…~
΅ ೋღ ♥ ღೋ ΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 