I’ll Be Gone…

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I’m afraid to love…

To want…to wish…

Dreams…

Hopes…

All of it…

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I feel you calling me to you…

I feel your desire…

I feel your love…

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You’re my strength…  

My knight…

My dream…

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Take my hand…

Pull me close…

Hold me tight…

Don’t let go…

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I’ll love you so well nothing will compare…

I’ll be everything you wish…everything you desire…

I’ll spoil you so well…none but me will

fulfill you so absolutely…

so completely…

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You’ll wonder what I want…

What I need…

How you can fulfill me…

You’ll ask me…

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I’ll change the subject…

I’ll take a step back…

You’ll ask me to open up…

To talk to you…

I’ll be further away…

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Take my hand…

Pull me close…

Hold me tight…

Don’t let go…

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Kiss me our last…

For when you wake…

I’ll be gone…

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Too afraid to risk it all…again

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΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~ ღೋ     〜΅

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The above piece was purely a fictional foray…

or as I like to call it…”Fun With Fiction

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36 thoughts on “I’ll Be Gone…

  1. Yearning, longing and mystery…the Bermuda Triangle of poetic emotions. Your eclectic range of writing styles is again on show with this piece, there is no pigeon holing you for when you write, anything can happen, rules are broken. You are THE language anarchist!

    You write your fun fiction well, I wonder how magnificently you would write your fun with faction. Delicacy and almost intangibility are the words for this Stethinks. The word bewitching goes without saying. xxxxx

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    • Ah, my dearest sir….you never cease in your encouragement and most cherished praise! You do inspire me to keep pushing all previously intimidating boundaries!

      So I will say….today you have rendered me speechless and have left me in such a state while basking in the afterglow of your generous praise… xxxxx

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  2. WOW! That was an incredible piece. Definitely up there with your best.

    It may be fiction, but that didn’t stop you from putting your all into it. Exceptionally superlative.

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    • Thank you so much Alastair…truly…I am very appreciative of your amazing thoughts and generous praise. It is humbling to have my words so well thought of! 🙂

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    • Thank you so very much! Hehe yes…fiction indeed. It makes me very happy that it felt ‘real’….also that you enjoyed it!! I am a girl who loves to be mysterious 😉

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  3. To love is perhaps the greatest risk a heart can take. If not the gentle humility and intimacy it begets, the constant separation and unknown expectation, make for something other than a flesh affair. To feel your lover hurting, to feel them pull away, and to know, no matter how much you “Take [their] hand” or “pull [them] close” they are ever far away. This risk to love. Fear of the forgotten and crushed heart. A golden rose torn form the gardens of the soul and wistfully cast aside. Ahhh, such pain. Such pain in this poem.

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    • Such a beautiful comment….thank you so much! Your insight is not only exquisitely expressed but very accurate as well! Love is indeed a risk…whether as you described…or it is taken from you via relationship’s demise or under worse circumstances…loss of a loved one. In my case, having experienced the latter…I can share with you it is excruciatingly painful. ~ However….the heart is a miraculous thing….in time it rebuilds itself…and one can then choose to be like the fictional character I depicted or remain open to love…again…I choose the latter. Your last few lines are absolutely magically written “a golden rose torn from the gardens of the soul and wistfully cast aside…” sigh…yes…magical indeed!

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      • Ah Christina. How wonderful you are to have hope and remain open after such loss. I once gave a girl my “golden rose”, I got depressed when she handed it back bruised and lifeless. It crushed any seed of hope, and I wallowed in bitterness. You are on the right track, Christina! It was only once I had forgiven her that I began to take the risk to love again, and that I found healing.
        I have plucked yet another golden rose, and she has planted my centerpiece amongst her own. I see now, that others are blooming, that there are colours I never knew existed, that my once meager garden has never heard such birdsong. When I stop to listen I can almost hear the loud chorus of bees making their rich honey in my heart. May you know spring Christina, and if you only take one risk for the rest of your days, let it be to love. 😀 ❤ Bless you!

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        • Even your comments are prose my good sir….and a precious treasure to not only read…but to receive!! I am honored you would share your incredibly beautiful story…I do so love a happy ending!! 🙂 I shall acquiesce to your request for I agree with you….the greatest risk of all with the greatest reward…is indeed…love! Blessings to you sweet friend! ~

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  4. It is fun and most enchanting too, and the knight
    that doesn’t know what his lady wants and needs
    has no place in romanticism, Whether it be reality
    or fantasy he should instinctively delight her every
    desire, her every wish touched upon and eagerly
    explored. Well that is what I think anyway 😉 🙂

    Your poetry is sublime my sweet friend…

    Andro xxxx

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    • I’m thinking you are quite the romantic Andro!!! 😉 Too true…a knight would indeed do all you say…in fact… he would also traverse the globe to be with his love…if needs be! Your beautiful comment has left me feeling wistful and dreamy….thank you sweet friend for that feeling and also for your very kind praise!! I do so cherish your visits!!! I hope your week is full of happiness and smiles! xxxx

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  5. Wow. Now that’ll be the best Valentine’s card I’ll ever receive, …… well, the only one, ….. if I ever get one that is 😉 hehe !!
    Brilliant my friend. Well done. Ralph xox 😀

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    • LOL Ralph!!! I doubt you would ever receive a card like that…well you would…all but the last part anyway! 😉 hehe ~ Thank you so much…I am beyond happy that you enjoyed this one!! 😀 xoxo

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    • Thank you so very much Debbie! I am sincerely honored you think this beautiful! You’ve made my day and given me a huge smile… Blessings sweet friend! ~

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      • Your so welcome, I love your writing style and happy to come across it, also glad to follow on other sites! 🙂 Can I ask you Christina, do you have an author google page? Just wondering because my web guy set me one up but I can’t seem to port my circles there, I don’t know how anyone can even find it, lol, I’m techied out!

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  6. (Smiling) because this is so beautiful .. and I love, just LOVE reading the words of your soul!! Fiction or Non, this is fabulous!!

    Loving you and sending Soulshine, dearest friend & companion!!

    XOXO ~ Jen

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    • I’m smiling hugely now!!! I am so happy to see your beautiful self here spreading your Soulshine so bright!! Thank you so very much dearest friend for your most cherished praise!! Loving you Chicka!!❤ Huge Hugs and Sunshine Love to you❤!

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  7. You write with such passion. There is such beauty in your soul Christina, pouring forth with each word you write. Hope you are having a lovely week. 🙂

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    • Thank you so much LuAnn!! You’ve given me a precious gift with your comment my dearest friend…truly! You all ways give the bestest encouragement and I am so very grateful for you! Sending ❤Huge Hugs and So so much Love❤! 😀

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  8. How do you do it? You just keep outdoing yourself over & over again.
    I know…I know…it’s your fabulosity!
    Xs, Os & 🙂 s

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    • Hehe You are the absolute most awesomazing ever!! You always give me smiles and such wondrous encouragement….you are effervescent and so fun and I love you!! Hugs, Blessings and oodles of X’s and O’s!!! 😀

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