My Very Essence…

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  I write because I love words…

More than that…

I am utterly infatuated, fascinated, increasingly enamored with them…

their ability to express anything and everything one would desire…

 So very many decadently delightful and exquisitely evocative ways…

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I write to release pent up thoughts…emotions, hopes, fears, dreams…

Endless expressions of me…

Who I am…why I am…where I wish to go in this journey of life…

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Not only is writing my catharsis, it is unceasingly shaping me…

I quite literally am writing myself into who I am…

who I am becoming…who I will be…

My personal revolution…

A metamorphosis via a plethora of beloved words…

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If you wonder why I write..the above is the best answer I’m able to give you…

Perhaps that also explains why I write so often of the inability to

express words exactly how or when I would wish…

To put words to the vague…the intangible…the elusive…

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Some people call it writer’s block…

I call it amputation…

Without my beloved words…

I lose myself…my voice…my very essence…

I am only as unique as the words I choose…

The emotions…the feelings conjured by their purposeful placement.

It is my insistent compulsion to continually do so in ever more very varied ways…

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You need look no further…

For this is who I am…wholly and completely me…

To be found…

In each word I write…

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34 thoughts on “My Very Essence…

    • Thank you so much Bulldog! Your thoughts are always such a blessing to me…truly! I am so happy you loved this…I was so hoping to describe, adequately, how very much words mean to me. They are so very powerful…in so many ways. In them I found all my online friends around the globe…and even more…I found healing….and love.

      I hope your weekend was a beautiful and blessed one…as well as the week to come!! Hugs & Blessings sweet friend!!

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    • Thank you so very much sweetest friend!! You bring smiles whenever you visit or we ‘meet up’ via twitter. Our friendship is a most cherished blessing to me!! I hope you have had a truly wonderful weekend and also may your week to come be blessed! Hugs♥♥!! 🙂

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  1. Fantastic. Better than fantastic. Never have I seen someone describe themselves so exquisitely. You use words the same way a florist uses shears; a potter uses clay; or the way an artist uses paints.

    Just when we think you can’t get any better, you prove us wrong. Brilliant. Thank you for sharing your talent with us

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  2. Hi Christina. Then this must be the place to write, to release pent up thoughts. What are you thinking now ? 😉 Ralph xox 😀

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    • LOL Hmm….what am I thinking now? I’m thinking I may throttle the cat that just spilled my beloved latté. No…sigh…she is very old and fell off the chair. No sense in crying over spilt coffee haha 😉 I’m thinking you were hoping for more exciting thoughts than that lol!!! 😀 xoxo

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  3. You are FANTABULOUS. And – this post & your blog is merely a glimpse of why you are full of fabulosity.
    Your words are always so eloquent – so emotional – so full of heart. LOVE!
    Happy Friday – Happy Weekend!
    May your days be filled with lots of Xs, Os & 🙂 s

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    • Thank you so much Rosy! You are the bestest cheerleader…always full of encouragement and your magnificent effervescent syle!! You are truly just absolutely awesomazing!!! If I looked up that word there would be a photo of you!! Fact!

      I am totally loving the word *fabulosity*!!! And smiling hugely!! 😀 <– see?! I think that is *the* most spectacular compliment I've received thus far….that my words would be full of heart…of love! To be seen/read that way is a quadruple wondrously magical feeling!!! 😀

      Thank you again so much, I have indeed had a happy weekend…I hope you've had one as well and that the week to come is also full of many smiles and blessings with tons of happiness on top!! {❤Hugs❤!!!}

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  4. As usual you put this in your own inimitable way…I love your brutal honesty and also the way your posts always effortlessly change style, showing your range and vocabulary.

    ‘So very many decadently delightful and exquisitely evocative ways…’ I think that this is the best way to describe this very sentence not to mention the rest of your output.

    I do love your intimate works, showing yourself in a true light and saying what is what. I would take my hat off to you, were I wearing one. I think the picture suits the piece perfectly too!! xxxxx

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    • Ooo…I do love that…”inimitable way”….you know I love to be unique…mysterious! Your insight into each piece shows me things I hadn’t intentionally put there…it is a true gift to have you read me better than I read myself…you use better words too!

      To have someone as learned and erudite as yourself say the most magnificent things about my work is truly an honor…truly! I thank you my dearest sir for your insight, encouragement, praise, and all ways endearing comments. Whatever would I do without your thoughts on my work? Wait…don’t answer that haha… xxxxx

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  5. This is beautiful, and I wholeheartedly agree:-) “i quite literally am writing myself into who I am” – perfectly expressed. Thanks for for the follow, and I’m very happy to return the encouragement! Have a great weekend. Blessings, H xxxx

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    • Thank you so very much!! It makes me exceedingly happy that these words could resonate with you as well! It is thrilling to know you enjoyed this piece!

      I am looking forward to joining you on your journey….as well as having you on mine!! I hope your weekend was wonderful as well!! Blessings ~ xxxx

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  6. Your gift looks good on you and you wear it well!!!! 😉

    Just curious, if you had to use one ‘word’ to describe you, what would it be? 😉

    Blessings always my sister
    JC

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    • JC, thank you so very very much!! Your encouragement and praise truly mean so so much to me!! You always bring me smiles and happiness when you visit!! 🙂

      Oooo….one word? Only one? Hmm….at the moment I would have to say two words…”in flux”….What a fascinating question! I ask the same of you dear friend….if you could describe you in one word…which would you choose? 😀 Hugs and Blessings sweet sister! ~

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  7. With each new piece, we are seeing the extraordinary, uniquely unique you, full of emotion, words flowing so eloquently. You could not have expressed your passion for the written word more fervently. Your poetry is the stuff to get lost in, in the most pleasurable way. 🙂

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    • Oh LuAnn!! You give me the most incredibly cherished thoughts, praise, and encouragement!!! You really do! I truly feel so supported and loved here…because of comments like this! You’re the bestest and I love you❤❤!!! 🙂

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  8. You most certainly do capture your essence in your writing…this is very nicely penned! 🙂

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