August 6, 2012 I published a post called “You Said…” It was a poem of my life (in brief) with my now deceased husband, Duane, ( May 2010 ) and hopefully portrayed a peek at true, enduring, inexplicable love. That’s what I hoped to share. All the places I say “You said…..” he really did say those things.
It was a huge leap for me…a scary one, to put so much out there. Myself and my children have been through too much these past two years and now are finally getting some peace, so I guess it’s all coming out here on my blog.
I am overwhelmed with the loving heart touching comments (and one very very amazing email from a sweet blogger friend) I received from so many of you. Seriously, some of them made me cry. It was just honest care and love being shared with words…and I felt them all. Thank you…all of you. I am so very appreciative to be part of something so incredible, to have you each in my life now as I begin anew.
It gets better…I received a request from Seadog to reblog the “You Said…” post. He was touched and wanted to share it. Thank you Seadog…I am truly honored.
When I checked my blog this morning there was another gift there for me…one that took my breath away and made me cry…happy and sad tears at the same time.
A most cherished friend ( Prashant ) had written a poem. I know there are things inexplicable in our world…and what would motivate him to write this…I’m not sure. But he did, and he shared it with me and it is so very beautiful. It personifies Duane and the love we shared.
I asked Prashant if I could share it here, too precious to be tucked away in comments. He said it was mine…so again I will thank him for being open, honest, loving, empathetic and what Duane would love most….a husband who cherishes and loves his wife and children. Thank you Prashant…you are a gift friend!
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There was a thing I had to tell you
since you knew my soul through your eyes.
In the moment of serenity so longed for,
closer to you, my mortal worth lies.
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Piousness in the love I had
fuelled my will to be a better man.
To carry your graceful charm, beautiful,
I tried my best – as best as a lover can.
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Somewhere, HE just felt so different
or, perhaps, jealous of me being with you.
He never told me to complete my song,
holier than his prayers – so complete and true.
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Now, when I see you from here
I feel stronger and so absolutely fond.
I know, in your heart, I am still alive.
As you smile with courage and beyond.
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∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 