“Tears are words that need to be written” ~ Paulo Coelho
Faux People…broken promises…strong is a lie…I had to…you gave me no choice…
It WAS survival of the fittest…
You promised so many things…
then changed your mind when it didn’t conform to your expectations anymore.
You said you had to…
You used to be so intimidating to me…but now you are so very small…
Small in the worst way, small of heart.
You can’t see because you’re afraid of what you will find if you look with knowing eyes…
He would be so very sad, disappointed, shocked –
mostly very very very mad, angry, outraged at your behavior…
If you think you knew him better you’re wrong.
Don’t be surprised that you’re now alone…
If you were compassionate, understanding, empathetic
and looking to others best interest instead of your own…
you would be surrounded with love and support right now.
Are you?
Stop thinking you’re ALWAYS right.
Stop acting like you’re the victims.
You’re not.
We are…not because of who made the mistake that took him from us…
but because of your actions, lies and broken promises.
I can almost forgive that irresponsible person…
I cannot forgive your intentional cruelty that robbed us
of so much more than you’ll ever know.
It is because you won’t look with the intent to actually see…
that you are alone.
I thought it was me who was the facade…
acting strong when I had no other choice but to be…
I was wrong…
It is you who is the facade…
∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 