΅ 〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ ♥ ღೋ 〜΅
Procession of emotions…
Steady succession of thoughts, so rapid they are unfathomable…
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My mind begs surrender to illusion of peace…
Longing for tranquility of thought creating serenity in my soul…
Momentary glimpses of how the scattered pieces will join together…
One by one a blurry picture of future is forged…
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The quest for answers takes me down the path of distraction…
Unexpected knowledge…
New pieces always adding to the potpourri of thought…
Mirage of the new world…
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Conflicted confusion invades serenity…
Discovered distraction surrounds me…where does it dwell?
More illusion or just a dream within a dream?
Did I unknowingly discover these new pieces?
Adding to the journey of solution…
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I close my eyes and ponder…
Trying to find answers…
They are not forthcoming…
Purposely hidden from me…
Faux reality…
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Surreal scenarios leave me aching for illumination…
Conflicted distraction my new companion…
The very lens through which I see myself…
΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Tonight…
I am undone…
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΅ ೋღ ♥ ღೋ ΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina~ ღೋ 〜΅
∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 