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Procession of emotions…
Steady succession of thoughts, so rapid they are unfathomable…
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My mind begs surrender to illusion of peace…
Longing for tranquility of thought creating serenity in my soul…
Momentary glimpses of how the scattered pieces will join together…
One by one a blurry picture of future is forged…
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The quest for answers takes me down the path of distraction…
Unexpected knowledge…
New pieces always adding to the potpourri of thought…
Mirage of the new world…
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Conflicted confusion invades serenity…
Discovered distraction surrounds me…where does it dwell?
More illusion or just a dream within a dream?
Did I unknowingly discover these new pieces?
Adding to the journey of solution…
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I close my eyes and ponder…
Trying to find answers…
They are not forthcoming…
Purposely hidden from me…
Faux reality…
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Surreal scenarios leave me aching for illumination…
Conflicted distraction my new companion…
The very lens through which I see myself…
΅〜 ೋღ ❀ ღೋ 〜΅
Tonight…
I am undone…
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΅ ೋღ ♥ ღೋ ΅
If you would like me to read this to you…
∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 
Quite enjoyed your reading.
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Thank you, ever so much!!
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An extra like as I signed in with the wrong account first after reinstalling Windows.
This is an amazing piece of poetry. It says so much. You can feel the pain and the longing. The inner turmoil. The discombobulation of the heart.
I love it. Even better with your voice added to it. Thank you for sharing this Christina.
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You always pick up on my unspoken nuances! Which, makes me smile happy! 😀
Thank you, so so much! I’m smiling even more for your thoughtful praise.
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