΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
That was the day the sun stopped shining…
That was the day she realized she was dreaming…
Not living…
She was but a semblance of her former self…
An illusion created to protect…
Inevitably…
That very protection became self-induced isolation…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
She had believed everything…
Trusted everyone…
Perhaps naivety reigned…
Perhaps….so very many things…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
Falling into the very disillusionment that woke her to Life’s reality…
She welcomes this descent…
She knows it well…
She’s comfortable here surrounded by familiar phantoms…
All the disconsolate whispers…
Shadow’s silhouette casting the backdrop for a prior dream…
Antecedent of every hope, desire, aspiration…
΅∼ ೋღ ❁ ღೋ ∼΅
She will not cry…
Not one tear…
For they are hers alone…
And only when she is alone will they appear…
~
΅〜 ೋღ ❁ ღೋ 〜΅
΅〜 ೋღ Christina ~ ೋღ 〜΅
∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 