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Descending decadently upon me…
At times overwhelming me with insistence…
Filling me with words long forgotten in the depths of my mind…
There they dwell…waiting to be remembered…
Discovered again with joyous exuberance…
Longing to be joined to one another in a form solely mine…
Wholly me…in essence…in words…
Expression of my soul sent out into the world…
Representation of my hopes…my dreams…
Magical machinations continually moving…rearranging…
Birth of my voice in silence…
Imagination’s Impetus awakened…
Fueled by memories…experiences…
Dreams that have and have yet to come…
Their requirements are that their union be unique…
That they get to represent me…
Expressing me in ways I never could…
Until now…
They fight for their ultimate freedom…yearning to roam…to leave me…
Their departure evokes new combinations
unceasingly born and born again…
Be still…
Wait…
Listen…
Feel…
Write…
Only then can I truly be free…
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∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 