“It is such a secret place, the land of tears.”
~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery, The Little Prince ~
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Suppressed temptation…
Longing…anticipatiously…
Dream of loves sweet embrace…
Yet again…slowly rushing…
Peace, joy, happiness…
Sublime impatience…
Remember…No…don’t remember…
Create new pieces…a new journey to adventure…
Excitement…
All that I was is added to all I will become…
The path I fear to tread…
Fear, pain, agony…new pieces…
Now I know…
Now I can add those to the past puzzle…
Tears falling…
Creating the new river…
Ready to be swept away…
Letting go…
My sadness makes you immortal…
Reflections in my eyes of who I was…
Morphing into….
Who I will become…
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Copyright © 2012 Christina Brownlee
∼ Reconstructing Christina ∼ 
Brilliant …Had to look up anticipatiously though lol
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Mondrak, thank you so much!! I sometimes hesistate to hit the publish button…really really appreciate you sharing your kind praise!! 🙂 I kind of make up words sometimes, especially when I don’t have one and I need to say something…it’s a quirky thing I do. 😉 So I made up ‘anticipatiously’ 😀
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anticipatiously…not even webster’s can stop us from communicating exactly what we truly feel 🙂 letting go isn’t always a bad thing, neither is remembering. this is a brave piece, a moment of revelation with happiness within reach. you deserve it, christina 🙂
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LOL! I love that….”not even webster’s can stop us” 😀 Thank you for sharing your thoughts and encouragement…I’m ready for some happiness!! I do so appreciate you friend! 🙂
And…thank you for letting me borrow one of your lines…made it all come together 🙂
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you’re always welcome 🙂 hope you’re having a great weekend!
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😀 !! Yes, I am, thank you 🙂 Kind of peaceful, for a change. I hope you are also! Must be hard to be away from home…
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it is difficult. woke up at 2:30am, will try to go back to sleep later. this insomnia is killing me. hope i won’t doze off at work :p
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Egads, that’s early…I hope you can stay awake too, you are a fan of the wonderful word of coffee right? 😛
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yup. will sure count on my old pal later 😀
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LOL I like that, “old pal” 😀
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Absolutely ~ who you will become! This was awesome Christina. It’s as though you are getting ready to launch into another dimension – a wonderful one at that. the “Letting Go” is HUGE!! I can see it all for you … makes me smile ~ Sending LOVE! R
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Thank so very very way much Robyn!! 😀 Some days I wish I could see what you do…I will be very content in your beautiful encouraging words and ever so sweet praise!! I’m so glad I gave you a smile 🙂 Lots of Love right back dearest friend ❤ !!!
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Why is letting go the most difficult part ?
‘cas to let go, you have to tear that rotten part of your memory away before it becomes septic.
Still, only memories regrow faster than happiness and grief !!!
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just went through your comment on http://justspokenthoughts.wordpress.com/2012/08/04/say-no-to-suicide-give-life-one-more-chance/
I’ve chosen to keep the msg with me only and not making it public. Reason being the trust and confidence you’ve shown on me and my words. It is something personal from you. So, I hope you won’t mind me keeping it to myself.
You are a strong woman…just lead us all through…
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Thank you so much for your incredible thoughtful consideration! I do so appreciate your genuine compassion and empathy. You are most cherished friend!!! Your beautiful post just brought so much back to me I guess I shared too much. 🙂 I don’t feel strong most days lol, but very much appreciate you saying so! Sending huge hugs!!
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You never know what lies in you most of the time…that’s why this thing called life is never in a stalemate….continuous efforts to keep finding yourself.
P.S. All the hugs received !!! 🙂
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So so very true!!! 🙂
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Such amazing truth in your comment friend!! I didn’t realize how much I was holding in until I starting writing it out here…it was toxic. Some still inside me…but I feel lighter already just having shared in a safe place. Thank you so much for helping to make this a truly healing journey for me. You are much appreciated sweet friend!! Hugs & Blessings!!
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Like they teach us in training – you watch my back and I’ll watch yours so that we both come back home safe.
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I like that! I wish it wasn’t just a solider motto….life would probably be so much better if everyone lived that way! Thank you…I’m sure we shall both come back home safe! 🙂
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Thanks for this, letting go always means something else will come in…. and thanks also for reminding me of The Little Prince
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I do so pray the same…that letting go will let something else in! Thank you for your kind thoughts 🙂 I am glad I could remind of you of that…do so love The Little Prince!!! Blessings ~
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You just keep getting better, Christina, and it is a delight to read your words and watch you develop.
And all the great writers make up words – Shakespeare, Dr Seuss, AnElephantCant and now you.
Well done!
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Thank you so much for your incredibly inspiring praise!! 😀 Having such wonderful support here really helps me keep hold of my ‘muse’. 😉
As for being included in the list above for making up words…now I’m just awestruck…and completely honored! I do honestly believe AnElephant is the sweetest I’ve ever met! Hugs!!
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Your words are like sweet music to my ears. Your writing is just wonderful!
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What a wonderful sweet and kind comment….thank you very very much! 🙂
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