Take Me As I Am…

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Take me as I am…

Talk with me…

Know me…

Understand me…

Love me…

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Look deep into my eyes…

Caress my cheek…

Tell me I’m the only one who can make your heart sing…

The only one who can fill your soul…

Tell me there is no other who tempts you…

Tell me I’m special…unique…desirable…irreplaceable…

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Touch me softly…

With the warmth of your love whisper your adoration…

With a kiss…show me your love…

your devotion…your desire…

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Take me as I am…

All my faults…insecurities…fears…

Give me all of you…

In return…

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You shall have all of me…

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΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~ ღೋ     〜΅

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Gorgeous Photo By  ~ Scott Callow Deviantart

I’ll Be Gone…

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Moment                 

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I’m afraid to love…

To want…to wish…

Dreams…

Hopes…

All of it…

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I feel you calling me to you…

I feel your desire…

I feel your love…

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You’re my strength…  

My knight…

My dream…

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Take my hand…

Pull me close…

Hold me tight…

Don’t let go…

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I’ll love you so well nothing will compare…

I’ll be everything you wish…everything you desire…

I’ll spoil you so well…none but me will

fulfill you so absolutely…

so completely…

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You’ll wonder what I want…

What I need…

How you can fulfill me…

You’ll ask me…

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I’ll change the subject…

I’ll take a step back…

You’ll ask me to open up…

To talk to you…

I’ll be further away…

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Take my hand…

Pull me close…

Hold me tight…

Don’t let go…

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Kiss me our last…

For when you wake…

I’ll be gone…

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Too afraid to risk it all…again

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΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~ ღೋ     〜΅

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The above piece was purely a fictional foray…

or as I like to call it…”Fun With Fiction

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Captivated…

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You look into me…
Me into you…
We meet there in the middle…
Captivated…

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Need drives its own insistent desire to inception…
Embraced in this perfect moment…
Held by the enigmatic nature of will…
Unable to look away…
Locked in place….
Locked in time…

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Don’t look away…
Keep me here as I memorize your soul with mine…
Let us stay suspended in wonder…
Before Reality’s ocean rips us apart…

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We are helpless in its wake…
Fate’s cruelty using us as pawns for pleasure…
Neither here nor there…

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Our moment permanently fixed in the stars for all time…
Love…without completion…without end…

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Forever captivated…
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 ΅〜 ೋღ  Christina~  ღೋ      〜΅

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In A Moment…

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       In A Moment…

     You can laugh…

      You can cry….

          You can behold the most beautiful things…

     You can have your breath taken away…

       You can experience excruciating agony…

      You can cry tears of joy…

            You can be given devastating news..

      You can smile…

      You can create unforgettable memories…

      You can fall in love…

      You can brighten someones day…

      You can give your heart away…

      You can walk away from love…

      You can break a heart…

      You can mend a heart…

       All this and more you can do in a moment…

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      Cherish every moment…

       For it’s not how much time you have…

      It’s the moments you fill it with…

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    ΅∼ ೋღ  Christina~  ღೋ      ∼΅

Enigma…

Each day we face similar choices depending on daily scenario’s. Recently…I have been reminded of how I was feeling a year ago and so with that I present….  ~ Enigma

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 There on a path to future lies converging trails…

One reminds me of better days long gone…

One leads to the promise of future…

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I sit…think…ponder…

Why does one necessarily negate the other?

Conflicted confusion…

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The future is hope, risk, love, heartbreak, having, losing…

As is life in all of its ups, downs and all arounds…

Tumultuous emotions wash over me as I wonder which path…

All the while knowing, as I always have, that life moves in one direction…

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I cry silent hidden tears as the truth permeates me…

Time moves in one direction…

Always to the future…

Never to past…

I know this and yet…

It feels as though letting go of the past means it truly is gone…

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Two paths converge into one…

I know I must take the one to the future, because that is the way of life…

Always moving forward despite anyone or anything…

Time is an enigma which marches on irreverent of feeling…

Void of thought or emotion…

We choose to move with it or forever be trapped in the loneliness of the black void…

I will no longer be trapped in the void…

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Sweet encouraging voices beckon me to life, irregardless of the risk I know it brings…

I follow time’s path because of hope that will wash away melancholy…

I take the leap of faith..

Knowing only one thing for sure…

Time marches ever forward and now I am its companion…

One step…

Here I go…

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  ΅〜 ೋღ  Christina ~  ೋღ 〜΅ 

Imprint…

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Imprint

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I never thought it could be like this…

I never thought you could imprint so strongly and firmly fixed to me…in me… that I find it hard to think of anything…now that you’re gone…

I’ll always remember how you came to me…how you wove into each facet of my life…with so much happiness and joy…I smile just thinking of yours…

Your laugh…your embrace…the taste of your kiss…memories so vivid and strong they follow me to sleep… where dreams and impossibilities rule…where time and distance do not exist except as a construct to recreate each perfect moment we shared…

Apropos… for you are my dream…a dream I could touch…could revel in for but a brief time before I had to let you go…

With promises…love and a kiss…you were gone…leaving a hole inside me where you dwelt completely…too briefly…

I shall fill myself with each memory…reliving them to cement them inside my heart…my very soul…

Until…

You return to me and once again dance me to the stars…

Once again ignite every wondrous and magical feeling…

Once again tell me I am yours…as you are mine…

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             Christina ~

Soul Mates….

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It begins with One…

Connections made life expands…

Connections not made life takes on a whole new meaning…

Not being all one can be…

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Two become one through a Soul’s bond…

Epiphany lights the path to revelation…

Everything becomes possible…

Nothing can stop its unfathomable force…

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Love reveals all things…

Encouraging all impossibilities to depart…

Nurturing Dream’s inception…

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Love illuminates…

Nourishing inspiration that anything is indeed possible…

Belief…Encouragement…Faith that one can achieve anything…

Alone no longer creating inspiration’s fulfillment…

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Completion… Balance…Serenity…Peace…

In recognition of these…

Love’s companions…

One now has the impetus to conquer all dreams…

To bring those dreams to fruition…

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All because…

One had belief in the other…

Love surrounding each…

Infinite possibilities…

Soul Mates…

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Prologue’s Promise…

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Embrace

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  Celestial space…a place where thoughts…imagination…ideas… words… prose… and dreams dwell…
Their minds meet mutually in a way neither has known before…..
Instant ignition…
He challenges her…
He encourages her…
Inspires her…
Intrigues her…
Magnetism drawing them closer…
She sees him…
He sees her…
Collision…
He captures her heart…
She captures his…
Each willingly surrendered to the other…
Their souls entwine…

They meet…
He holds her close…
A kiss tells them each more than words can express…
They share everything…
Hearts merge…
Love binds…

Precious moments fill each day with laughter…adventure…shared perfection…
The sands of time flow faster than the rushing river…
He promises her forever…
She desperately wishes to believe him…

Their last embrace with a final kiss…they must let each other go…

She watches him walk toward the plane waiting to take him away…
She turns so he won’t see her tears…

She walks away…with such sadness…

Feeling alone but for all those magical moments that remind her of his love and devotion…

Her love for him growing…evermore…

In the silence of his absence melancholy her new companion…

Hope whispers…
She listens…smiles in remembrance…
His last words fill her mind…

“This is only our prologue…”

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Luminous Knight…

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Luminous Knight

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Decadent daze…

A Soul’s dream

Intrinsically unique…

Unceasing in your power…

Curiously wondrous…

I marvel at you…

Reflections of constellations in your eyes…

Mirrored images of desire…

Bewitching…

Take my hand Love…Hold me close…

Dance me to the edge of this dream and back again…

Your name on my lips as you intoxicate me…

Remembrance resonates…

Magnetizing…

Fascination lights our way from the beginning of this…To the end…

Together…Entwined…

Enrapt in euphoria’s exquisite essence…

Blissful oblivion…

We shall surf the stars…

Rendezvous with celestial captivation…

Sweet surrender to forever…Held in moments of perfection…

Your heart to mine…Mine to yours….

Unceasing brilliance binding me inexorably to you…

Exhilaration permeates as delight evokes devotion to Souls’ completion…

Luminous Knight…

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Divine Torment…

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Can you feel my presence?

I can feel yours…

Enticing me…

Sometimes you’re like a soft breeze…

A delicate whisper…

Gentle and knowing…

Beckoning me…

Sometimes you’re like waves crashing…

washing over me…through me…intoxicating me…

Can you feel it?

That illusory electric spark…

Magnetic…

Addictive…

Taunting…

Seductive…

Divine torment…

waiting twilight

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You want me?

Come find me…

Make up your mind.

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This is the last of a fictional series that began with Edge of Peripheral & Decadance In The Dark. I have to give special thanks to Eris of Discord for sparking my imagination with an incredible poem in the comments of and  inspired by Edge of Peripheral.

Also many many thanks to my other amazing friends who requested I do follow up to the first in this entertaining little surreal fantasy.

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Copyright © Christina Brownlee 2013